I like to pride myself on being a glass half-full kind of guy. You know, one who is always optimistic, looking at the bright side of things. Upbeat and positive.
Unfortunately, as I have stepped back and looked at myself I realized that lately, more often than not, I actually tend to lean towards the negative. I find I often complain about things and lament how they could have been better or different.
It was a discouraging revelation and something I that greatly disappoints me about myself. Although I have started to consciously work on being more positive and appreciative it’s been hard to make it a habit.
I was reminded of a Psalm that is helping me change my focus to be more grateful. In Psalm 103 David gives a lot to think about.
In verses 1 and 2 he wrote, “Bless the Lord, O my soul; And all that is within me, bless His holy name. Bless the Lord, O my soul, And forget none of His benefits.”
What a challenge! Instead of thinking of what I don’t have or want, to think about all the benefits the Lord has given me.
From salvation to heaven to friends and family, health, a job in this economy, a country where I’m not persecuted, life and breath and a lot of stuff I don’t really need but sure enjoy. And that’s not even the tip of the iceberg!
That in its self could take hours to sit and contemplate but in verses 3 through 12 David goes on to list some of the benefits he remembers and is thankful for.
“Who pardons all your iniquities; Who heals all your diseases; Who redeems your life from the pit; Who crowns you with lovingkindness and compassion; Who satisfies your years with good things, So that your youth is renewed like the eagle. He will not always strive with us; Nor will He keep His anger forever. He has not dealt with us according to our sins, Nor rewarded us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, So great is His lovingkindness toward those who fear Him. As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us.”
David brings up several things that are overwhelming to think about. One main point is all my sins and how God deals with them.
As I sin and refuse to confess it God disciplines me. But He only does it as long and until I turn back to Him. Unlike me He doesn’t hold a grudge or keep account of past offenses. He is eager and quick to pardon me.
If God did deal with me according to even a fraction of my sins it would be unbearable. But when I confess them, because of His lovingkindness, He forgives them and totally forgets them! “As far as the east is from the west” is a great word picture!
Horatio Spafford, in his beloved hymn It Is Well With My Soul, put it this way;
My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!
How easy it is for me to focus on the negative instead of remembering I have a lot in my life that is praiseworthy, a lot of good things (shall I say Great things), that I often take for granted but should regularly reflect on.
That’s what’s been on my heart this week.
Mark